Sweet Sixteen Party!

One of my friends had  her sweet sixteen at her dads night club downtown, we don't really talk to that group very much so we were allowed to bring our friends! :] Definitely an interesting night, being bored at her party we left and had our own after party at one of the girls house I came with since her brother was already having something anyways! Here are some pictures from that night: before, during, after but very few from after. hehe

OOTD and New items!

 

Christmas 11'

Here is just some pictures from Christmas day! We got all of the family on my moms side together and had family time even if it was only for 2 hours we still had fun, my grandpa just got out of the hospital and he ran out of oxygen so my dad had to leave and drive them home. Definitely a fun time though, all 14 of us about to 15 :] my cousins baby is due any day now, the last picture is Rilee (3) she is about to be a big sister!

New Camera:

I finally got my Cannon Rebel! After years of wanting I guess my parents finally decided its something I really do want and after opening all of our presents on Christmas Eve night like tradition they told us our big $$$ presents Santa might be bringing and by 12:30 am Santa had them under the tree! So exciting, here are a few of the first pictures I took that night. I couldn't wait to start shooting on it.

November 17th:

Christmas is coming right around the corner, its going to be here before we know it. I plan on making this winter the bet yet with gathering around bonfire, cuddling, hot coco nights outside on the phone sitting on the edge of our waterfall leading from our hot tub into our now heated pool, going to look at christmas lights,  watching christmas movies, and most of all getting that spirit of the season and rejoicing my lord for him giving up his life to save all of ours. With it being christmas that mean I need to start figuring out my complete list to ask for, so far its an i-pad in white, dslr cannon rebel, $$$$$, and lots of makeup like shown above. I have alot more to add, just currently braintorming.
xoxo- k

Make up Haul!

Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it. : Proverbs 22:6

Im so thankful to have been put in private school majority of my school years. It taught me so much, I still to this day think back of what I learned who I was and wanted to be when I got older. It set me going on the right path in life, I can have fun but I never forget how I was raised and what I live for. I stick to my morals and couldn't have been prouder to have gone to an exclusive christian private school for 8 years. It was the best time of my life, I miss it so much but I would never be able to leave my high school as much as I hate it I love it to death.

Happiness:

I miss being happy. I miss the thrill. I miss knowing I looked good. I miss being confident. I miss being fearless.
I wish I was pretty inside and out. I wish we were still friends but you weren't the way you are now. I wish you thought of me cool and gorgeous not annoying, prude, weird, and boring. I wish I had more friends. I wish I was part of that group and not awkward. I wish people left my name out of their drama. I wish my mom would stop being such a bitch and hurtful to me and that she wins her case. I wish she gets help. I wish it doesn't scar me like I think it is. I wish I was smarter. I wish I was skinnier. I wish I was popular. I wish I wasnt awkward.  I wish I thought more of myself. I wish I wasnt so embarassing. I wish I was perfect.

November 9th:

School is stressing me out so bad, im borderline for failing 3 classes. NEVER AGAIN am I slacking off like I did this year, I need to get my grades up. I want to have all b's and a's next six weeks. Between drama and M im just annoyed beyond belief. I dont know what I want, I just want to cuddle up and cry next to you and listen to you comfort me like you always do.. but your an asswhole just like your friends. . I hope you really aren't though. You never have been to me, i appreciate that so much but the way you are to others makes me wonder. I lost alot of respect for you after that one night it makes me wonder what you really want, me or the p. hmm. I am gonna brainstorm and use my blair waldorf plans again and get everything back on track.

Scarves:

One trend im really starting to get into is scarves. I live in the bipolar state of texas, it is 80 one day then 40 the next which is VERY cold for us texans hehe. It never snows but it always feels like it is about to so we all bundle up all of our little hoodies and sweaters. This season i've noticed alot of people wearing scarves so I wanted to try it, i've seen alot of pictures on tumblr and scarves can really dress up a boring outfit. I got this really pretty thing grey faded cheetah print scarf (similar to the picture above) on friday from Shasa. It isnt my favorite store in the world but they have cute accessories for cheap, it was only $5.80. I'll take a picture in it soon and post it for yall to see. I plan to buy a few more including a Burberry. 

Picture: found on we heart it.com w/ Hilary Duff

Inspiration: http://www.youtube.com/user/meganheartsmakeup#p/u/6/Ykkehiq0rjs

Car List:

The cars im seriously looking at:

Land Rover lr2 2008 or a 2009.
Colors: buckingham blue, black, dark grey, or white.


Jeep Wrangler 4 door or the Jeep Liberty.

Ford Escape 2012

FJ Cruiser 2011

Home from the trip.

Such a good week with my bestfriend it was very eventful i must say. Hahah. 

I had $100 left over her dad would not take my money so that plus the money im making from helping my mom with her school work and filing that is $200 total and then i plan selling my camera for $200 so that gets me to $400 still not enough. I want my slr camera so bad ]: I just hope im making the right decision to do so rather than going shopping and decorating my room with the money.

this post is just going to be what type of camera im thinking of getting and where.

For some reason I personally don't like the canon rebel, not sure why I just have not been a fan on what i've seen. But if I got the canon it would have to be this one : 

EOS Rebel XS 18-55IS Kit which is $549  10.1 mega pixels

or the Canon EOS Rebel T3 12.2 MP which is around $549 but every one has the rebel.

Nikon: Nikon D3000 Black 10.2MP $449 at walmart

Sony:
Sony DSLRA390L α390 $499 14 mp

stores: houston camera exchange , ritz,

If it is to be, it is up to me.

I just want to model be someone inspiring, help others do what I want.
well it is 4am here in Texas, i have been on tumblr all night tumbling away on my school blog where my bestfriend and all my friends follow. Well im starting to get super tired, xoxo<3

Sunday.

I left for Jamaica for a week then as soon as I got home my bestfriend left for Kentucky to visit family for a little over a week, but after 2 weeks reunited with my partner in crime ya ya <3 Spent the day laying in the pool on the float drinking strawberry daiquiri. yum<3 Well  I have 3 driving lessons left until I am done with drivers ed, my 5th is tomorrow around 1. I'm so happy im almost done, I hate  driving school. Then in 6 months when I turn 16 I take the final test and get my license! I can't wait til I can drive, I hope I get my land rover but if I did it'd be used so I probably will just end up getting a new Jeep or some other type of small suv. I wish I lived somewhere tropical with a nice people and not people like there are in spring. hah not gonna happen but hopefully i'll be able to go to ucla or hpu for college if they decide to pay out of state which they wont.. well might as well make the best of texas. 

99 Problems.

Im sitting here in the dark looking at my tumblr and scrolling through my dash. I am not pleased with myself right now, at all. I've become lazy, unhealthy, impatient, and just not myself. Starting tomorrow I am waking up at 8:45 doing the friday workout for seventeen.com then I will start cleaning and figure out how to work tools to take the top off of my headboard to make my bed a day bed :b Later that day shopping time with my mom, I plan to get a few baskets and boxes for items in my room.

I saw this picture on tumblr. I would love to try an O.P.I. Nail Polish soon. I always hear how great they are but I dont understand what makes them so special? 

A photo from the other day. Pool day with my bestfriends, we've had problems but these are the girls who I have cheered with for years. The blonde on the right is Alex she is moving next week over an hour away and leaving me and Anissa (the girl in the middle below) alone at cheer. ]:

Scatterbrained.

I love blogging but I feel like I have to do what others do to find out who I am but in the end I am just left confused. I keep thinking I cant have a successful blog without an expensive camera. (Which I really really am trying to convince my parents to buy for me for christmas and I'll save up my report card money so it's less hehe)     I look up to so many great blogs, I wish to be just like them and as successful in life as them. The first way in finding myself is my room. Its not how I like it, its how my friends wanted it. I loved tiffany blue for awhile but was it me or my friends? I've lately noticed how much pink I have and how much I miss it. Also this green carpet (it was in style in the 2000's when we built our house it matched the curtains,etc.) which is horribly ugly I must say. I would love to get wood like we have downstairs. Its so pretty, but the parents plan to move when I graduate in 3 years. I want to be that confindent, classy, exciting girl I miss being. This summer has got the best of me but after tonight I am back <3

Here is just a funny story i'd thought is worth sharing:
So I really dont like when my mom washes my shirts it shrinks them,etc. So I have been doing just my basic clothes (bra's, undies, tee-shirts, soffees, etc.) often and I decided to do a bit last night. So I have my mom come set the dial because I always get confused where to turn it and she did then I pulled it to start the water. Well story short I did the laundry then today I went downstairs to get my bucket of clothes that my mom dried then folded for me, I smelt my victoria secret blue tee shirt then realized why doesn't it smell like lovely daisys? I FORGOT TO PUT THE LAUNDRY DETERGENT IN ]: wah. I was so sad, my mom was like Katelyn Marie I folded all of that for nothing! hah. I already feel so happy blogging on this site. Tumblr was such a different feeling, I could get use to this <3 xoxo-K